Sunday, May 13, 2007

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes

Today - well, actually last night - I realized how much everything and everyone is changing.

Well not everything and not everyone, but a lot of things and people are changing.

Some people are changing for the better, but some people are changing for the worse. That really bums me out. People I never expected to change and never wanted to change are the ones changing. It's not a good feeling. Feeling like your friends are starting to hang out with the wrong crowd, trusting the wrong people. Definitely not something to smile about.

On a brighter note, I've become a lot closer with a lot of people. I've even become closer with some of my best friends who I was already insanely close with. I'm pretty happy with the people in my life at the moment. I hope they don't all change.

Last night, as Paula knows, something happened. Something that could potentially be amazing. Whether or not it'll actually happen, I don't know, but I'm hoping it will.

Anyways, in the midst of everything changing, I've realized that for the first time in a while, I'm truly happy again. It's been a while since I've felt like this.

So to all my friends (you know who you are), thank you. I love you all.



Yeah, I'm pretty lucky to have such amazing friends..

Sappy sappy sappy as always :) You know you love it ;)

P-O-N-E-D

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

awww thats always the bestest i heart you =) and ur too amazing to care about them dumbbutts =) anyway IT WILL HAPPEN!!! ITS DESTINYYY HAHAHA =)

IvyNicole said...

aww meagan im so glad things are going great for you!!!:):)
i want to hear what happend best friend!!
i love ya ALOT
and again its not right if your not happy so yay!!
<333
Ivy

KlovesJB said...

Meagan you are cool! lol

but lately I feel the same exact way as you.


you blog is really cool!

Unknown said...

awww mameagan!! unfortunately that's what happens in life...haa trust me, been through a lot of that...friends changing, moving on...blah. but everything works out for the best. i hope whatever it is happens for you cause you're awesome. miss ya