Monday, March 31, 2008

RAWR

I wanted to update this.
But I had no ideas of what to write about since my life at the moment is rather boring.
So I asked Lisa for some help. She told me to write about frogs, then said it was fun to squish their bladders.
Which brings me to the subject of her always asking me if I've dissected the frog yet.
I don't plan on doing that anytime soon. She can do it for me if she has so much fun with it.

Then she said to write about ice cubes because they rock.
I said it would have been better if she said they were cool because it would have had a double meaning.

As I'm typing this, I realize it was much funnier when it was actually being said than when it's typed up for other people.
People rarely understand ToGoJo humor. LAME.

Anyways, Morgan is coming up here for Bamboozle =D I'm like a million times more excited now! Then in June we're going to L.A. which will be AMAZING!!! I think we should go see Kanye if that's the time that we're there. All I know for sure is, I'm forcing Barbie (not the doll, the actual person, haha) to come up to see us. Or we'll all go to Disneyland/California Adventure and be idiots and have a rave or something.

And now, stealing this idea from Garbo's blog (only it won't be nearly as rad and instead I'll just list some random facts about her), here's a little something all about LISA!!!!



As everyone knows, Lisa is Asian, but the workers at McDonald's sometimes like to remind her of that fact when giving her a Big Mac. She absolutely HATES hugs, so my word of advice is when you see her, give her the biggest and tightest hug you've ever given anyone in your life, even if you don't know her! When she takes off her glasses, she looks extra Asian. I always remind her of this by screaming, "YOU LOOK SO ASIAN!" We like to make random voice blogs, most of which are absolutely pointless. She can play the drums like it's her job which makes me jealous, and she can even play a little guitar which also makes me jealous. But most of the time, she likes to steal my guitar instead of using her own which she left at my house. She takes better pictures than anyone else on the planet, although at the Wallingford show, I must admit my skills were half as good as hers which made me proud. She has celebrity crushes on guys who are much too young for her, but for the sake of privacy and creeper issues, their names will be witheld. She runs Shine On-Media which is basically the only (yes, ONLY *coughcough*) site devoted to celebrities out there that is actually worth checking out. Zac Efron, Cody Linley, Monique Coleman, Aly & AJ, and oh yeah, THE JONAS BROTHERS, all know about the site. The Jonas Brothers in particular are probably the biggest fans of the site which is why she always gets the best interviews (one of which I asked the questions for - the one where Joe is drinking the water and tells the story in a southern accent). While I have a love for Elmo's, she has a love for the fact that her icon (of he who shall not be named) was watching my icon of Elmo dancing. She doesn't quite understand my obsession with 'Across the Universe' or for shiny things, but I'll forgive her for that. At this point, I think that's all I can really tell you without you knowing so much about her that you want to stalk her, but just let me remind you that she is Asian. Oh, she's also short. But chances are, she's way radder than you'll ever be. Meet her, hug her, love her, worship her. Just don't stalk her, that's creepy.

Also, vote for her in Popstar Magazine's award thingy. Shine On-Media is nominated for best official site. We all know you love myspace.com/jonasbrothers, but Shine On-Media is the shiz, so vote for that instead!!

Next blog will feature: Morgan Leigh Barron

Uhhh, that's all.

PEACE, LOVE, AND COCOAPUFFS
Or should I go all rave on you and say::
P.L.U.R.
-or-
ROCK OFF, RAVE ON!
<3
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Friday, March 21, 2008

I'm Beating You to the Gaf

The fact that I'm updating this thing within 10 days of my last post makes me proud, I must say.

I'll try to keep this a regular occurrence.

Soooo, let's see here.

Some people have been asking me what shows on the Burning Up Tour I'll be going to.
Answer? I'm not sure yet. Definitely the ones in Pennsylvania (except maybe not Pittsburgh). Probably MSG (NYC). Probably Homdel, NJ. And probably some others.

Also, people have been asking me if I'm feeling any better lately.
Answer? Yes and no. Yes because of a few things that I won't mention, hahaha. No because lately, I've been feeling like one of my closest friends replaced me. Don't ask who, I won't tell you. Also no because I'm stressing out a lot about some things. But I'll get over it, and I appreciate everyone's concern.

Wow, this blog is really boring so far, eh?

Blah, I'm tired. I give up.

Thank you for reading.
I shall do my best to bore you again soon ;]
Haha, just kidding. I'll be more entertaining next time, I promise

PEACE, LOVE, AND COCOAPUFFS
<3
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Friday, March 14, 2008

Reminisce on memories, 'cause I'm gone, so gone.

So I realize this blog might make me sound selfish, annoying, or who knows what else.
But at this point, I don't care.

Because here's the thing.
I'm done.
I'm done being a good friend to people and not having them be the same.
I'm done trying to please people.
I'm done doing nice things for people, things they don't deserve, and not getting anything in return, not even a thank you.
But most of all?
I'm done pretending like I'm okay. Like everything's okay.
Because the truth is...I'm not okay.
In fact, I'm far from okay.

These past few weeks have been rough, but in the past few days, everything has been hitting me at once.
I really can't deal with it anymore.
I've tried to put on a happy face and act like everything is okay.
But it's not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm falling apart, I'm on the edge of a nervous breakdown.
In fact, I'm surprised I can even type this stuff out with how much my head is spinning.

So here's the deal...
From now on, if you want to be my friend, you have to act like a friend.
If you don't...well then, you're not my friend anymore.
It's about time I started making some positive changes in my life.
Even if that means I have to stop being friends with the people I love.
I've given people chance after chance.
I can't do it anymore.
Second chances are enough.
Once you're on your 20th, you don't deserve any more.

So for now, I'm done.
Yesterday during the Jonas concert, there were two times I felt like bawling my eyes out.
1. Take a Breath
2. Nick's speech during 'A Little Bit Longer', along with the song.

My head is spinning so much I can't even process any thoughts in my head.
So I know this blog doesn't really have an end.

I guess that's because I don't even know the ending....
And I guess once I can actually figure out what's going on, I'll write a second part to this.

But for now.
I'm done.
I'm gone.
And if you want me in your life...
Figure out a way to keep me there.